October 3, 2010
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I miss smoking.
There’s a commercial on tv. It’s clips of a little black kid who has asthma interspersed with the lower half of a woman’s face smoking. It’s supposed to get you to stop smoking, especially if you have a kid, cuz you can give your kid asthma I guess…..
All I can think of when I see that commercial is: God… a cigarette would be so orgasmic right now.
I think it has to do with watching the woman’s mouth.
Brings out the inner lesbian in me.
Anyway, to state the obvious, I stopped committing suicide slowly, lighting up fags, adding nails to my coffin smoking.
And the moments when I miss it the most are when I’m writing.
Also, after a really big meal.
Comments (2)
i’ve never smoked, but if it weren’t for the whole health thing, i would probably be a chimney now
do the words come easier while smoking? I don’t smoke but I understand the little things someone may do while writing to invite the words out to play. find anything that suits fine as a replacement for cigz?